Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Do you have moments when you feel like blogging, and when you actually do jot down your thoughts randomly as an outlet and read that particular entry in another state of mind the next day for example, you'll be thinking "why in the world did i post such thoughts up for the world to see?" lolx.

Yes i have those moments, and i had just re-read my previous entry and thinking the exact same thing. What was i thinking? I need to stop blogging about certain topics which i think has grown old, and time to start afresh with new topics and stop being lazy when i have actually something with substance to blog about. =P
Call it moments of weakness i suppose. It would be fairly easy for one to bring down the post one had published but what's the point? Tho i could start writing more cheerful, mind-numbing, deep deep stuff, but then it would be all fake wouldnt it? Seriously who is happy and cheeful 24 hours a day, 7 days a week?

Now what brings my onslaught of postings these past few days after a relatively long silence? I'm not really sure myself.
All i can say is that i'm preety much restless. Mix that together with a dash of insomnia, a pinch of flu and a sprinkle of an oncoming fever which will only come when i least expect it, and you'll get a combi of what i'm feeling at the current moment. And somehow blogging provides an outlet for me to keep my mind busy. And with my mind busy, i wont have time to fall sick. And when i dont fall sick i can get more work done.
Dont worry tho, before you know it i'll be on a long haitus and this blog will become quiet again. LoL.

God Bless! =)

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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.