Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Did you hear about what is currently in the works??

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I'm ecstatic!
*rubs hands together in glee* =P

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2/28/2007 11:30:00 PM
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

Believe it or not i'm currently craving for some Meiji's Black Chocolate. tsk.

Anyways...
Had a brilliant Saturday yesterday. Celebrated Mel's birthday together with Dee. I think its been ages since the three of us met up. And of all days, none of us had a camera with us! Dee's was busted and i simply dont own one anymore and well Mel somehow didnt get the message that he was suppose to bring his. Lolx.
Details on what we did could be found on Dee's blog. =)

Met up with the clique later at the airport. Not everyone was there tho, been quite awhile since the whole clique met up too. The night unfortunately ended quite young, well for me perhaps. By eleven thirty everyone was headed home since our cinderella had to be home by midnight, and alas what i could do but go home as well.

hurhur i know my entries should be more detailed instead of summaries i keep giving, but i'm too lazy to type it out and i'm more of the 'telling stories thru photos' kind of gal. I would love to have posted photos but i no longer have a camera. ho hum...

sigh.

I need a new blog skin.

did i ever mention that i need a new camera? yea...

Believe it or not, my life is starting to bore me. I think even Ugly Betty has a more exciting life than mine. Which is why she is a popular TV series. hurhur.
I feel like i'm in limbo. My job contract is gonna end soon with no news on whether the director will extend my contract, which is why i'm usually bored at work mostly after lunchtime cause i'm not given much to do, i have yet to hear anything from the arts school (what in the world is taking them so long??) and i cant wait for school to start so at least i will no longer feel like i'm in limbo and actually working towards something.

Can you believe it? February is ending! Amen!
That means pay is coming, that means bills to pay and the IT fair is around the corner. And before you know it i'll be broke again and as Mel would put it, eating grass for the rest of the month.

okie i think i need to go to sleep already,.
bonne nuit =)

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2/25/2007 10:44:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Getting angry at someone or finding yourself disappointed over something over and over again simply drains one's energy and it simply gets tiring doesn't it? So why get angry in the first place rite? It simply gets to a point where you just can't be bothered anymore.

Frankly speaking I'm tired. Tired of feeling disappointment and anger over something that i care about so much for but apparently I'm just insignificant enough not to matter.

So i shall stop. Stop caring. Stop about giving a damn. Stop making the effort.
But by doing that i wouldn't be me would I?

I guess for now, QueSeraSera and whathaveyous.
I'll simply go with the flow and not care too much to actually let myself be disappointed. Not care too much so that i won't end up draining myself with anger

LoL.. funnily enough as i reread this entry, who am i kidding, i'll just end up in the same cycle over and over again. I care too much for my own good.... *shrugs*

Happy Ash Wednesday

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2/21/2007 01:09:00 AM
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Monday, February 19, 2007

Randomness on Lunar New Year
Gong Xi Fa Cai, wan shi ru yi! ;)

1- I know one should be ecstatic when this lunar new year = a very long holiday period and considering i only need to be back in the office only on Thursday. However the thing is, i am bored out of my mind. argh.

2- I am currently having withdrawal symptoms. I think its been ages since i last took time out just to take photographs that i want and i need to get my hands on a camera!! sigh.. i need my own camera...

3- I am p.i.s.s.e.d.... i hate it when my green tea keeps disappearing Everytime i put a bottle in the fridge, or when my chocolates goes missing. I hate it when i cant find my things where i put it. I hate it when certain things goes missing in my room. At times like these, it makes me want to move out. But Singapore is a sucky place when you want to live independently when you are not rich and not an expat. blearghhhhhh..

4- I'm thinking of making a list. Things to do before i die. Maybe then i'll have some motivation to do certain things. Doesnt it give one a certain satisfaction everytime you strike off an item from your list? lolx

5- Spent time with the kids at the orphanage on Sunday. I didnt know how much i totally missed them until i was there. Caught up with stuff that has been happening in their lives and mine. Man how much they have grown, and how much things have changed since the last time i was a resident there myself. And i did promise to bring them out during their next home leave, it'll be fun i'm quite certain of it =)

6- I realise that nobody in the house tells me anything. Maybe because i havent been part of the family for so long that i've been quite redundant as the eldest sister. *shrugs*
sigh i dont know anymore. I'm not appreciated at work, neither am i appreciated at home. Nothing i do matters, nor changes the world does it? Can i run away now? i swear no one will take notice. I need to be somewhere i belong, somewhere where i can put all my hardwork and dedication in and not be unappreciated. (i know this sounds damn emo but i cannot help it.. wahaha... i know i know i'm psycho)

7- I hate it when money has become a daily issue. I hate it when i keep having to worry if i have enough money for daily transport or lunch. I hate it that we're poor. I hate it when people who are rich and well to do keeps throwing money like its nothing.

8- I know this entry starts a lot with I, I, I... But i cant help it. I need to vent. Unlike others, my phone does not ring daily and i dont have anyone to hang on the phone with all day. So i type, i vent, i talk to myself with the help of the computer ahaha. Dont even start on MSN, no one talks to me there either. hmpf. I must be one very boring person ey? well someone has got to be the boring one rite? Lolx

9- So as some of you know i've handed in my application to Arts School to pursue my studies in Arts Management and i've gone for the interview and now currently waiting for an answer.

During the said interview, the lady who interviewed me asked this particular question, "if the world was perfect, which area in the industry would you like to work in?" And i told her music, because of my love for it. And she was about to say something, and since i expected what she was about to say told her that i do understand that Singapore has a small industry for it and i told her i understood, but wasn't the question, "if the world was perfect?" LoL

Andd i suppose i did something right, cause i called the admin office earlier last week, and i was told that i got IN!
I'm ecstatic! But i'm still waiting for the official letter tho.
One step closer`to achieving my dreams!
Tho the downside of this is the monetary issue. Financing my education. I'm sure i'll find a way to work it out =)

10- They say time heals all wounds, but i'm still waiting....

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2/19/2007 02:22:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Bonsoir mon ami!

joyeuse saint Valentin!

Well its that time of the year again, an over-commercialized day i should say, where chocs, candies and flowers are more expensive than usual & retailers having the last laugh on all the profits they are earning for the day.

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, i think... well aside from waking up late and forgetting to bring my card holder which contains my EZlink card, ATM card & the one note of cash that i have to my name, i suppose the day was pretty much alright.
Thank god for loose change i have in my bag's 'secret' compartments. lolx!

Then there's the good deed of the day. Well in a way i suppose, which i think shall remain silent *grinz* (and someone owes me a pint of B&Js Choc Chip Cookie Dough IceCream *coughs*)
Annd i found out about a relatively good news, which i wont mention yet until i see it for myself in black & white.

This entry aint helpful at all isit? *grinz*

Have you ever felt that your life seems to be going nowhere? Sigh this question sounds familiar doesnt it? Now how many times have i actually asked myself that particular question? I think i've lost count. But seriously i can't wait to be actually be able to move out, experience living in another country, learning new cultures, experience new things, see the world! Lolx.
yesyes i know my head is in the clouds. i get it.
One can only dream, never give up and work hard towards it.

ah well my bro needs to use his computer now.
till then mon ami
take care & god bless!

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2/14/2007 09:27:00 PM
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.The Writer.

I love standing in the rain, letting the feel of raindrops caress feverish skin, letting it wash away my thoughts, worries and pain. I love the feel of sand between my toes, the cool wind whispering in my ear, the soothing sound of the sea, the warmth of a hug. I love anything vintage, historical, mysterious and magical. I like to laugh, I like freedom and happiness, I like the idea of romance, being swept off my feet and happy endings. I currently have no idea where i'm going but i know i'll get where i'm suppose to be in due time. I want things i cant have, I dream of things that can never be but i'm too afraid to leave the things i'm familiar with even when i know i'm adaptable to change. I can be the person you love or hate, like or loath, admire or envy. I am not perfect,
I am just me.